Taking a Breather Amidst the Chaos
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It's AUGUST. Favourite month of the year. I'm so looking forward to clear all that projects that are breathing down my neck. It's so tiring to be facing the same thing over and over again and not being able to do something about it. Right now, I don't even wish to talk and complain about school anymore. Honestly, what's the point of bitching about it, where at the end of the day you still have to face it.
Time goes, Things changes. There's so much of changes we experience within a short time frame. And right now, I really miss, truly miss hanging out with my darlings. We are always so far apart. Hardly meet up for the past year or so... People say, "Absence makes the heart grows fonder", I know it's true cause they mean a lot to me. When are we meeting up? Anyway, Wenxin is back! Hopefully there's going to be a gathering soon. Primary school friends gathering! I love them too, the craziest bunch I've ever know.
Sometimes I really wonder, where will I be if I've not met those I've met? Will I still be the same me? I'm just feeling nostalgic thinking about my years spend in primary and secondary education and those that I've befriend with and swear our friendship with, it's so much more intense than now, whereby at times I can feel people are so superficial and shallow. Perhaps Poly mimic society too much that I'm getting sick of it. I can't wait to graduate and explore the desire that's growing within me.
Right now, I'm feeling emotional. A lot of feelings gushing into my body system, taking over my mind and my fingers. I feel a need to express all these emotional that had been bottled up.
I just wanna say:
To Darlings (Yenyee, Katty, Lisi, Weiyoung, Shaoling, Candice): I really loved you guys much. Thanks for sharing all the joys and laughters and whatever that we share with each others. I really treasured your and it's been a great blessing for being there with me. I know the time we spend together as a group has been cut since we entered tertiary school life, but I honestly believe that, no matter what happened we keep each others in our mind and heart. Someday I hope we can fulfilled all the small talks about our lives together. I sincerely wish that we can stick by each other 50 years from now. I love you guys!
To bestie - Farhana and Shumei: Thank you both for sticking by me during secondary school days. Been there for me and never left me to feud for myself, for being there to tease and help me along. There hasn't been much meeting up since we left school, though our Poly are freakingly near, we still hardly meet. But I do remember the both of your. Farhana, thanks for the laughters and irritating moments, and being there for me back at those days. Shumei, thanks for being my friend since primary school days. I really don't know what to say, but I truly want to thank the both of your for staying by me and making me smile whenever. Love!
To bestie - Zhenhui: The forever easily get sick girl, forever busy and jam-packed schedule girl. I love her too. She's forever so giving and always there for those needing help. She's a high-achiever and always there to motivate me. Have not been meeting you for the past year or so, only get to see you once a year during CNY. Always failed to ask you out to study. I really those good old days where we stayed back in school to study and mugging. I really those good old days. Just to let you know I care.
To my primary school friends, I really love you guys too. I've take away a lot from you guys since we graduated from BWPS. Your are the first bunch of friends that I've made and still in contact till today, your presence are important and meaningful for me. Even though we hardly get to meet each other unless for special occasion or random spur of moment gatherings, we never failed to put smiles on each other faces and that's what make me appreciate you guys more.
To my secondary school friends, I heart you people too. I don't know what to say after typing so much on how I appreciate and grateful. I just want to say I really do thank your and I know a few of your mean a whole more than others.
I don't know what comes over me to write this long entry. As I'm typing, I realised I do know quite a handful of people and I'm really grateful that I meet all of them and making a difference and play a part in making me who I am today. I really love you guys, from the bottom of my heart and even though we meet less, talk less, I doubt I will love you guys less.
So, love and take care.
It's AUGUST. Favourite month of the year. I'm so looking forward to clear all that projects that are breathing down my neck. It's so tiring to be facing the same thing over and over again and not being able to do something about it. Right now, I don't even wish to talk and complain about school anymore. Honestly, what's the point of bitching about it, where at the end of the day you still have to face it.
Time goes, Things changes. There's so much of changes we experience within a short time frame. And right now, I really miss, truly miss hanging out with my darlings. We are always so far apart. Hardly meet up for the past year or so... People say, "Absence makes the heart grows fonder", I know it's true cause they mean a lot to me. When are we meeting up? Anyway, Wenxin is back! Hopefully there's going to be a gathering soon. Primary school friends gathering! I love them too, the craziest bunch I've ever know.
Sometimes I really wonder, where will I be if I've not met those I've met? Will I still be the same me? I'm just feeling nostalgic thinking about my years spend in primary and secondary education and those that I've befriend with and swear our friendship with, it's so much more intense than now, whereby at times I can feel people are so superficial and shallow. Perhaps Poly mimic society too much that I'm getting sick of it. I can't wait to graduate and explore the desire that's growing within me.
Right now, I'm feeling emotional. A lot of feelings gushing into my body system, taking over my mind and my fingers. I feel a need to express all these emotional that had been bottled up.
I just wanna say:
To Darlings (Yenyee, Katty, Lisi, Weiyoung, Shaoling, Candice): I really loved you guys much. Thanks for sharing all the joys and laughters and whatever that we share with each others. I really treasured your and it's been a great blessing for being there with me. I know the time we spend together as a group has been cut since we entered tertiary school life, but I honestly believe that, no matter what happened we keep each others in our mind and heart. Someday I hope we can fulfilled all the small talks about our lives together. I sincerely wish that we can stick by each other 50 years from now. I love you guys!
To bestie - Farhana and Shumei: Thank you both for sticking by me during secondary school days. Been there for me and never left me to feud for myself, for being there to tease and help me along. There hasn't been much meeting up since we left school, though our Poly are freakingly near, we still hardly meet. But I do remember the both of your. Farhana, thanks for the laughters and irritating moments, and being there for me back at those days. Shumei, thanks for being my friend since primary school days. I really don't know what to say, but I truly want to thank the both of your for staying by me and making me smile whenever. Love!
To bestie - Zhenhui: The forever easily get sick girl, forever busy and jam-packed schedule girl. I love her too. She's forever so giving and always there for those needing help. She's a high-achiever and always there to motivate me. Have not been meeting you for the past year or so, only get to see you once a year during CNY. Always failed to ask you out to study. I really those good old days where we stayed back in school to study and mugging. I really those good old days. Just to let you know I care.
To my primary school friends, I really love you guys too. I've take away a lot from you guys since we graduated from BWPS. Your are the first bunch of friends that I've made and still in contact till today, your presence are important and meaningful for me. Even though we hardly get to meet each other unless for special occasion or random spur of moment gatherings, we never failed to put smiles on each other faces and that's what make me appreciate you guys more.
To my secondary school friends, I heart you people too. I don't know what to say after typing so much on how I appreciate and grateful. I just want to say I really do thank your and I know a few of your mean a whole more than others.
I don't know what comes over me to write this long entry. As I'm typing, I realised I do know quite a handful of people and I'm really grateful that I meet all of them and making a difference and play a part in making me who I am today. I really love you guys, from the bottom of my heart and even though we meet less, talk less, I doubt I will love you guys less.
So, love and take care.
"I would thank you from the bottom of my heart, but for you my heart has no bottom."
~Author Unknown (http://www.quotegarden.com/thank-you.html)
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive."
~Anäis Nin (http://www.quotegarden.com/best-friends.html)
~Author Unknown (http://www.quotegarden.com/thank-you.html)
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive."
~Anäis Nin (http://www.quotegarden.com/best-friends.html)
Labels: Apprecation of friends

